Choices

2nd May 2009 (Saturday)

A tiring week. and many more to come.
A roller coaster ride, filled with emotions. Emotions that can be plotted on a graph, as said by Rene.

I get comments like 'why are you so busy all the time?'
I get my mom telling me 'stop all your activities. concentrate on your studies'

but what everyone else dont see is, i've been working my ass off since the trip back from Mornington.
having sleepless nights, the weeks going by like minutes passing by the seconds. before you know it, it all comes to an end and it starts all over again when the sun rises.

there are times when everything seems to go againts your will.
the effort put in is not shown on the results.
i feel failure. i see failure.
all the sadness that surrounds you..is simply unbearable.

there came a point that i was so sure what i was about to do. A decision that i was about to make.

I wonder if the path im taking is the path that im suppose to take.
2 years back, did i make the right choice?
Giving up for engineering. Was it worth it?

Of course, i come to realize that the choices we made in life defines who you are today. Choices shape our past, our present and our future.
Everyday, we make new choices that comes with new possibilities.


i made a decision. whether it is 2 years back or 2 days back....





Today, i stick to it and glad of the choice i made. :)