there's just things i cant say out loud

23rd July 2010 (Friday)

as humans, we're meant to study history. why history? so we know how things came about and learn from mistakes. of course, we never learn.

because one day i'll look back and laugh at these silly moments.
i confess that i linger in the past every now and then. it's something like taking a few steps forward, then take a step backward, just in case i forget how it used to be.

presence matters. and it's nothing but weird.
it's gonna take me an awfully long time to get past the past.

this post is full of hidden meanings so dont bother wasting time trying to figure out what i want to say. im currently buliding the courage to say it out. by then, i hope to say it right at your faces.