It feels good

7th August 2009 (Friday)


Day 95/96/97/98 :4/5/6/7.8.09 (Tuesday-Friday)
stepping on the weighing scale after so many months. i knew i made the right choice signing up for gym. the machines. made me think of home and how much i missed gym.

gym was fantastically awesome. and so was the sudden rain And wind on the way home.
hence, the best 2 hour nap i ever had in a long time.

an episode of greek.
walking down the past. flashbacks. on friendship. on relationship.
i wonder..

when it happens all over again. 'de-javu. only 2 years late.' changes. new people in life.
as an audience, i see everything. every side to a story. the timing. the mistakes. the should have and would have's. if only's. but really, timing is everything. when it happens, i just want to believe that it happened for a reason. i dont understand. but someday, i will.

im glad to hear from you. my questions answered.
funny how i've been avoiding the songs because of fear.
i still want you to be a part of my life. once was, still is, and i want it still.
slowly, im accepting. and the quote?
says it all.

the fall with you was great. one day, i'll look back and smile :)
it was worth the fall.