Done with the holidays

25th November 2009 (Tuesday)


a short trip to Sydney, and my holidays are officially over. just when i thought i had a few days to escape anything related to studies, Jeon had to mention the release of results. just when i thought i made peace with my mind, i came back with a mentally scribbled to-do-list. just when i thought i could come home and take a nap on my comfy bed, i found an e-mail sent just 30 minutes ago from my mom regarding my internship. sigh, there's ALWAYS things to do. ALWAYS.
as the days go by, i dread growing up, i dread being an adult. the complains are piling and the pimples are growing along with the stress level.

If this is just the beginning, does this mean my life ahead will be full of it?

Waking up every morning to have a to-do-list in my mind.
Ending the day with a sigh and thank God that the day is over, yet wake up to another day of errands.

I guess this is normal.
You just live with it. Instead, thankful that life isnt stagnant but moving forward.

Just, sometimes, i wish for a peace of mind, no worries, no thinking, no responsibilities, just, fun.